Haunt me.

I am in need of some attention (again).

You’re tweeting and that makes me need someone; could be anyone; to give me attention. Half to keep my mind away from you. The other half because my ego simply craves it.

I’m not sure if I am egocentric, narcissistic, vain, or incredibly insecure. Is it possible to be all of them?

This is one of the things that scares me about myself. Sure, I can be single. But, can I live without someone showing me some sort of desire towards me? How can I be truly independent and confident if this is what I need, practically everyday?

Perhaps this need has stemmed from my old body dysmorphic disorder. How pathetic of me.

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